It's been one of the disappointing moments that I experienced. Whats frustrating is the amount of effort u put in doesnt equate to the results u get. U can put in ur 110% and u dun even get back 60%. Maybe somewhere gone wrong. something gone haywire. bad karma. too much sins.

Maybe I am just not cut out for studying. Maybe I would have done better starting out a small business. entrepreneur. musician. Too bad I am a poor bloke who doesnt have any capital.

I've alrdy fallen to the bottom most pit, and the only way now is to climb my way up this dark and cruel hole.

Those who believe in me, I'm sorry to have disappoint u all greatly.